Its the first day of ramadhan now..
Its my birthday too today..
Thank God for it..when all moslem in the world celebrate the holy month of ramadhan...

But it is also my first birthday and my first ramadhan after my dear papa passed away a couple of weeks ago.. And the sad feeling still there..very strong...

Sometimes i still can't believe that i couldn't see my father again in this life..thought that it was all just a dream..

But we have to let it go..we have to be ikhlas..and the fact that my father was gone with a smile in his face can make me feel that way i guess...

I hope Allah will make our family as one again in His Jannah..Aamiin..

Happy fasting for all moslem in the world...

hello friends....

i'm really sorry that i updated my LJ only about once a month....
and lately it is getting more difficult for me to write in here....

before, i lived in jakarta, where i had internet connection at home, and at campus....
now...for the sake of my work as a general practitioner in a quite remote area, i live in my auntie's home temporarily until i can live in the house that is given from the government....yes...i work for the government....how i love my country *sarcastic tone*....but it will be only for a year...
and here i do not have internet connection yet....

and Ryo will  have a new dorama....YAYYYYYYY....I'm so happy...
and also feel desperate at the same time....i mean...then...how can I download the episodes???
but i will try my best to have internet connection when the drama starts....

The Orthro's Dog, if I'm not wrong, the drama's title
It seems so interesting....a suspense drama....yes, at first the synopsis reminds me of The Devil a bit...but I think it will be very different....
I hope it can be as good as Bloody Monday too....
and Ryo's character seems so interesting... can't wait to see his act again

He will play with Takki.... I'm so looking forward to this....
I can't imagine how Yamapi will feel about it, he must be very envious towards Ryo....hahahahahahaah....
but I hope this won't make a new gap in Ryo and Pi's relationship. I think lately there is something wrong between them.... I really miss their closeness....
I hope Pi will get a new drama too soon....it's about time....

I agree with some people who said that it is better for Ryo to play as supporting roles in promising dramas than being  a leading role in an uninteresting drama....
But being so bias....how boring a drama would be, when there is Ryochan in it...i would still watch it....

sorry that I never share anything with you all, only write about this kind of things....

I've managed to download PUZZLE and its bonuses yesterday. Its a bit hard for me to download nowadays since now i live in my auntie's home now,and they have no internet connections @ home.
Moreover,actually i have to get used to this condition bcause soon,very soon i will move to remote area,to fulfill my job for a year, and i'm not sure about the internet connections in that area.

Back to PUZZLE. I LOVE the album really. Aside from the awesome bonuses,the songs are great too. I don't know,but i like it more than ZUKKOKE DAIDASSOU.

Eito is awesome.they can sing any kinds of songs. Be it pop,rock,blues,enka,ballad,jazz...

Glorious is great..the lyrics and the melody just stuck in my mind. And who can forget the PV when there is just-wake-up-but-supersexy-Ryo, hehehh *smack me for being too bias*
And i love Puzzle too, we can feel the creator's color in this song. Ryo must be very happy ne,to have his idol created a song for his group.
You Can See..i never thought that this HinaMaru duo would sing this kind of song,but the song is great too.
Half Down..i was thinking that this song must be another rock alternative song like the other Ryo's songs. But i was wrong, it is more to easy listening one..and surprisingly good too. Ryochan daisukiii :-P
Tacchon's solo,somehow reminds me of MOLA, hehehe. Maybe bcause of the techno effect.

The making..can't stop laughing when they were so nervous while doing the rock-paper-scissor to decide the subunit groups..hilarious..
And its good to see the recordings session from each member, to know how hard they worked to make this album.
I don't know how u guys see it,but i see the excited and eager Ryo while recording is so cool n adorable. And the hat really made for him i guess,hehe..

Ja..end of my rambling...
I can't wait to see the live performances of the songs in their upcoming tour..:-D

nothing important actually...
just want to write something in here
since its been 8 weeks since my last entry

i just downloaded NEWS & EITO school calendar...
gosh...both calendars are just great...
NEWS'  one is simple...but the pics are great...
and sorry for being biase...but Ryo's pic...this one...



i really love this pic...
it is just so unusual for Ryo to be captured in a photo with this smile...
because he always shows his dorky smile...(which i also love actually ^^)

while EITO's calendar is so cute...so many happy pics, eventhough everytime i see Ryo's hair, my hand feels so itchy...really want to comb it...
too bad, i don't think i can buy them...=(

i'm so glad that Ryo's incident didn't make something bad for him...
and his j-web entry about that was just sooo nice...

currently i like to listen to Saito Kazuyoshi's Utautai no Ballad...
i tried to search for his discography but i couldn't find it...
i would be so glad and thankful if someone in my f-list has the link for it...^^

credit pic to: watchful21 & vendy
reupped by me

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question
B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

tagged by  nishikido88 

01. What is the most important thing to you?
My family & people closest to me

02. What are you thinking about right now?
my transcript job....gyaaah...so many...

( Q & A )

tagged ulatbulu , peku_suke , nryo , miemii , teeyaz , ichaa , jojo_cute , calpis37 

Just watched Ryusei No Kizuna episode 4 this morning...
i love this episode...maybe because i love the scenes...
especially these scenes....

( some caps )

just took this quiz...
got this from tegoshitteruth 

i should've known what i got....XD


Your best K8 match is: Nishikido Ryo!
Take Which Kanjani8 member are you most compatible with? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

 

today is our dearest Nishikido Ryo-chan's birthday...
he's 24 years old now...

OMEDETTOU Ryo-chan...

May you'll always be happy, healthy, and blessed...
Hope you will find someone to accompany you through out your life later...=D
Hope you can always do your best as a double agent (in NEWS & KANJANI 8), and as an actor...

i made some pics...

( Here )

OCTOBER is really great ne...i mean for Ryochan's fans

in the beginning of it we were given NEWS' Happy Birthday promos, later on, the starting of Ryusei no Kizuna promos, and then the dorama itself, and in this last week of October...we were given KANJANI 8 Musekinin Hero promos...

ahhh...our harddisk must be full ne...



thanks to VENDY i can download Musekinin Hero singles & bonuses, they're available in her blog (Hachi)

and finally i can see the infamous TORN...ok...it was good....the song is good, the dance is also good, and for my own relieve RyOkura didn't do so many touches each other...XD

i made some caps

( TORN )


and i've watched the other clips from Musekinin Hero bonuses too...
Fuka2 Love the Earth and BJ live performances...
EITO SAIKOU...i really wanna watch their concert
( some caps )

( and this pic is so cute )


( and my new dream couple )

i got this quiz from tegoshitteruth...
and the result is quite amusing....XD
.
( this is what i've got )

i don't understand...
it's me the one who did the mistake...
it's me the one who lost something...
it's me the one who felt really really sorry...
it's me the one who felt the worst...
then why did they have to talk most things that made me feel even worse...
why did they have to act like that...??
they didn't have to blame it on me cause i knew it was my fault...
they just wanted to spread out their feelings on me as if i didn't want to spread out my guilty feeling too...
can't they just realize that without them talking and muttering like that i already felt sorry...???
ok...i'm reckless...or whatever they thought about me...
but the effect of it is all on me only rite....??

YES...
finally my country won a gold medal today in OLYMPIC in Beijing...
as usual...the medal was from BADMINTON arena...

yes...it's men's double Markis Kido/Hendra Setiawan...
they beat chinese Fu Haifeng/Cai Yun...in three sets game
12-21/21-11/21-16
too bad i didn't watch it...i only see the news...
but i still feel very happy to see the ceremonial, to hear "Indonesia Raya" played for the first time in Olympic this year...
furthermore...my country will be 63 tomorrow...so i guess this will be a wonderful gift for my country...

hoping another gold tomorrow from mix double, also from badminton...
Nova Widianto/Liliana Natsir...
they will meet korean tomorrow...
SEMANGAT...!!!


imagecredit: www.detik.com

yea...
after six years struggling...
after so many sadness and happiness...
fighting with friends and reconcile again
many things happenned...beautiful, hurtful, stressful...
and finally...the journey ends, but only temporarily...
because thank GOD You let me graduated

maybe there are regrets, for somethings...
but it's ok...
because it's time for me to face the real world...
ready or not...
GOD...please always show me the right way...

after one night shift in emergency unit in ciptomangunkusumo hospital...and 4 shift times in 12 days...finally i have more than a week to have a descent sleep times...to finish my writing book, to search for NEWS goodies in the internet, or kanjani 8 goodies...hehe...